《我们的爱 — FIR》回忆里想起模糊的小时候云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空那时的你说 要和我手牵手 一起走到时间的尽头从此以后我都不敢抬头看仿佛我的天空失去了顏色从那一天起 我忘记了呼吸 眼泪啊永远不再不再哭泣 我们的爱 过了就不再回来 直到现在我还默默的等待我们的爱 我明白 已变成你的负担 只是永远 我都放不开最后的温暖 你给的温暖从此以后我都不敢抬头看仿佛我的天空失去了顏色从那一天起我忘记了呼吸 眼泪啊永远不再不再哭泣 我们的爱 过了就不再回来 直到现在我还默默的等待我们的爱 我明白 已变成你的负担 只是永远 我都放不开 最后的温暖 你给的温暖不要再问你是否爱我 现在我想要自由的天空远离开这被捆绑的世界 不再寂寞 喔我们的爱 过了就不再回来 直到现在我还默默的等待我们的爱 我明白 已变成你的负担 只是永远 我都放不开最后的温暖 你给的温暖 &&&
Looking down, all felt like a dream
If there is one way to escape it is of course - death
Yet , my heart felt like its torn into pieces and burnt
When I saw you down there
Love is a stupid Cupid's play.
Yet , for what foolish reasons am I doing grieving ?
Its a never meant to be love.
Thats all.
Foolish one-sided love just like Helen.
But she still got her happy-ever-after.
I still have to thank you for accepting me as a friend.
For not pushing me away.
You're a nice person , of course you are.
Yet that makes me harder to turn away.
Temptation. Addiction.
Worst than that.
I fell blindly in love.
Damn. I must be sick.
I must be annoying~ Sorry.
Feeling sick.
Looking sick.
Most people though I will knock down or something.
I am surprised I am sick for 4 days already !
WOW!
Today is my fourth day of being sick.
Due to the air-con in the class.
I was hoping I can send those selfish people who wants air-con into north pole for a day.
And let them come back. And on the air-con above them.
How about that ?!
Whats so nice about air-con ?
Other than the fact it is cold..
It causes our classroom to be seriously stinky.
Causes lots of people to sick.
And wastes electricity.
Save the earth ! Come on !
Oh shut up people !You want air-con?Go back home and blow it on yourself.Don't be selfish and drag sick people like myself into further sickness.Humph.Selfish Brats.I know people see this will complain."WTH you sick then don't come to school la.Our place very hot lehs."Oh yeah ?! How hot can it get ?!I sick then you pay for the MC larhs ?!Damn it. F*** you.Bitches. Bastards. Jerks. Yob.Do you guys know I almost have fever ?!Damn you ! Bloody a**holes.I seriously admire Allisa for standing up against the class.All the way my dearest chairman !PS : Vulgarities.
I was reading the debate on about whether females should say the three word to a guy FIRST.
And seriously , I got to agree.
Emotionally, there are different aspects whether guys/girls fall in love easily.
But either which, admit the fact-
This is the 21st century.Everything is changing fast. Like wiz-boom!
So I got a bit confused seriously.
For myself, ask me to say that three words to a guy again first , I will rather kill myself.
The humilation I suffered was enough for memory. Let alone grieving.
So ... it really something worth thinking about really.
Since Valentine's Day is around the corner.
Confessions will be heard soon I guess.
Not forgetting the roses for biology SPA - Sexual Reproduction in Plants.
Kind of looking forward towards Valentine's Day.
Maybe I can write an essay about this for Mr. Osgodby .
Ahh well ~ Oh my goodness !
23:50 ~ My beauty sleep ~
我变得不懂爱情是什么。好像当初你离开我时, 把一部分的我带走。说分开就分开。简单的理由让我不能理解。风飘过，爱未曾来过。你所说的爱情全是谎言。你让我痛到麻掉。如果要我把你忘掉才叫作解脱，我宁愿变得无感觉，不能再爱。就让我彻底的伤，再彻底的醒过来。这次我决定， 走出回忆 - 从来
The new class blog link is
http://viva-la-l1.blogspot.com/After today i found out, actually I am not weak.
I am 'strong' within.
Thanks to listening to me, people ( sherlyn , sihui , 'dear' XD )
Its great to know that I can tell my problems to any of you.
Feels great to use the computer. =3=
Still reading Midsummer's night dream (revising).
Poor Helena. Funny Lysander and Demetrius.
Acorn. Dwarf. Tartar. [><]
Hahahas.. okays.
Anyway I am not short.
I repeat. I AM NOT SHORT.
Stupid monster.
The end of common test !Finished the class blog.
Mostly is due to Sihui :D
Completed still have some flaws I will change on monday.
The link is
www.4l1-redefined.blogspot.com.
Co-ordinates will be given the account and password.
So you can update the class blog for homework, etc.
I know its a bit tough.
But it will be along journey.
I seriously don't believe that going JC will be bad luck.
Believe in myself.
Will do my ultimate best and give 101% my all.
5A1s , 3A2s. Score !
I am so bored i dun want to do amaths ! [><]Second day of term 1.
Nothing really just that we were chased out of our 4L1 classroom
for both full literature and elective history ! D:
This is not fair.
Hhumph.
Air con is working.New one.
Hoorays ! Cheers !I feel that I am talking nonsenses.
&&&
Walking in crowded places,
I will feel like its very noisy.
I used to love crowded places.
Changed.The sense of wanting to get away from there,
Those place filled with people.
The sense of insecurity,
Like someone is watching me - a devil in the dark.
Its really terrifying.
Somehow, it make me breathless , exhuasted.